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brokenbysounds @ 2005-10-05T13:41:00

2005-10-05T18:42:30Z

I'm trying to apply to university and they are asking me dumb questions.
It's annoying but at the same time it's questions that i dont know the asnwer to.
GRRRRRR!!!!!

brokenbysounds @ 2005-08-11T12:30:00

2005-08-11T16:33:14Z

Waiting for isabel to text me today so we can do something.
I'm talking to matt again which is always great.
Eva is back from Cuba.
Haven't seen angela.
Kevin's bday saturday.
I think i'm gunan go call davis now.
peace.

My momma being all badass

2005-06-13T21:22:15Z

Hahaha she has chocolate all over her mouth.

Davis' Goodbye Dinner

2005-06-13T21:18:43Z

brokenbysounds @ 2005-06-07T15:08:00

2005-06-07T19:08:01Z

tuens out eva invited me on her vacation trip. i might take that into consideration. lets see what daddy says.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-06-06T17:59:00

2005-06-06T22:03:18Z

crappy mood.
I hate Kevin right now.
I think I'm gunna try going on warped tour half way through with Angela.
Best part is, I'll be with Angela and Davis.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-25T22:16:00

2005-05-26T02:19:39Z

I hung out with Eva yesterday. FOR ONCE IT WORKED OUT. I was REALLy glad it did. i enjoyed her company. :D
I fed ex Matt a gift and he got it today. haha it took less then 24 hours which is great and i think he was real happy about the whole thing.

Davis is leaving in 3 days.
I think most of you know how i feel about that.

MY MOMMY LOVES ME!

2005-05-21T20:11:46Z

Yes my mom is on the toilet! Haha we are trying to potty train her.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-21T15:45:00

2005-05-21T19:48:29Z

My tattoo is all done and healing well.
Davis is leaving *tear* to cali. All waiting for it happen and it looks like this time its real.
Hopefully Angela is coming back soon.
Saw star wars with my lil bro yesterday. So far the best day of my summer.
Kevin and i are in the pits. The kid has bad attitude when it comes to his last 3 weeks of school. So Just dont bother dealing with it so i dont call or hang out with him for 3 weeks.
Some one call me to hang out. I jsut work and watch tv all the time.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-15T21:01:00

2005-05-16T01:06:22Z

Yes SUMMER VACATION.
mm i order and I-pod in the apple site. should be getting it tomorrow.
I also ordered a champion sweater. Ive been holding it back since the winter.

mm i was REALLY glad to see friends at the cbk and terror show.

I realy tierd cause i worked 30 hours in 3 days. Yes give it up for $$$BILING$$$.
i decided to be lazy and e-mailed my final assignment to my teacher. Life is really great and im spend ALOT more time at home with my mom.
Ohh and i got a bunch of new elvis CDS. <3 God i became so obessesed. I watched 2 movies last night on his life.
I also bought picture placks of 2 classic cars.
a 50's cadillac and packered.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-09T11:20:00

2005-05-09T15:23:53Z

So school is over at 4:00 p.m. for me. My summer vacation begins. Hopefully I'll be working alot more and I'm expecting to get my social life back.
Life is good.
I got my mom a cake for mothers day,and some clothes. *smile*
Im just really tierd cause i worked 10 hours both on saturday and sunday.
other then that, im happy as hell to get my day over with.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-05T16:32:00

2005-05-05T20:35:19Z

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
One more exam on monday.
mmm saw davis today, while i was writting shit up about the charlettown conference. good timeing.
mm reminds me, i think i might get the story teller cd.
whats his name again?

brokenbysounds @ 2005-05-03T11:59:00

2005-05-03T16:01:01Z

I'm counting the days to my sweet liberty. School is almost out for 3 months.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-04-21T21:46:00

2005-04-22T01:48:11Z

Scotty you better not take the job away from me! dammit you better not be a better salesperson.

and his name is NICK!
hha he didn't get mad when i asked, because he knew I never knew his name.
YESSSSS!!!!

brokenbysounds @ 2005-04-14T22:26:00

2005-04-15T02:26:44Z

Things have been quite shitty these past few days. Sorry to those who have tried calling but haven't heard from me yet.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-04-11T10:58:00

2005-04-11T15:08:30Z

I missed Saturday's show. SORRY TRACI! I really had to do homework, i have a final oral to do today and i'm really really nervous (look Dee i used it right this time) i think i'm gunna puke. I HATE orals. I'm way to shy.
I finish my hw at around 10:30 and I went to the old port with alex and kevin. I was craving beaver tail with nutela. Yes i'm p.m.s.ing thank you very much.
So since the old ports streets are made in the 1800's with cauble stone, I got my foot
stuck in between one and dislocated my ankle and i had to pop it back in. It hurts SOO much.
My mom came home for the day sunday, just to visit. Since my mom has been in the hospital in and out for 6 years the doctor's are comfertable letting my mom go for the day.
She didn't talk to anyone. It was really sad. She ignored everyone around her. I miss her soooo much.
Oh yeah angela came to visit me at work it was sweet. she made my day.
throwdown was okay......they only played 5 songs. not worth my 17$

and yes those girls on the 3rd floor should get a fucking life. They make me sick. Mel you know what i mean. yo i hate it that they keep asking for attention and they are obsessed with all the guys. its annoying.
checkmate fool.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-04-05T11:24:00

2005-04-05T15:33:27Z

I hate being down in the slump.
So, I am currently unavailable to see angela because I got kicked out of my house for a couple of days.
My little brother called yesterday morning to tell me that he had to skip school because my mom was at the emergency at the hospital. Turns out she has ammonia.
a fucking asshole my dad can be.
Then this morning my dad calls to tell me that my mom's red blood cells are really really intensely low, and that she is in the INTENSIVE CARE UNIT.

and do you know what that means?

Well there are only 2 places you go when its almost over.
the terminal unit = where there is no hope.
ICU = we are working on it, and keeping our fingers crossed.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-04-02T22:03:00

2005-04-03T03:07:59Z

It really really really made me sad that the Pope dide today. Sad enough for my boss to send me home early.

My mom is back home. Her red blood cells are not being rejected. So the transfusion was good. She got another 44543243 medication to add to her 345894456956 list.
mmm she has asma now. Its cute.

I have to write a 2500 word essay on treatments for Autism by thursday.

I wanna see Davis right now.
I'm planning to hang out with Traci in the next week. Hopefully I can make time.
other then that,
good night.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-03-30T23:00:00

2005-03-31T04:01:37Z

Pray for my mom.
She got 4 blood transfusion yesterday, 4 hours each starting from 11:30 last night.Because her immune system is eating her red blood cells. Her body reacts to weird shit ever since her transplant. this is all risky for her situation.

IM FREAKING OUT.

be cool, stay in school.

2005-03-30T22:02:18Z

So yesterday was my first day back since march break and I'M FUCKED. I got 3 assignments due this week and an oral presentation. I got a psychology exam tomorrow thats worth 20% of my final grade. It on Anxiety disorders (post-tramtic, phobia's, sepreation anxiety exct..), mood disorders( major depression, bipolar, dythnesia, ect...) and Learning disabilities (dyslexia, dyscalcula ect..)
Next week I got for history an annoted biobliography to give in and my frist draft of my psychology paper. I still have my Quantative methods assignments to do on histograms and scatter plots on my topic.

Im fucking sooooooo stressed out right now.
no time for a social life.
besides if you really care, then stop complaining and call me.
peace.

Look what I found the other day.

2005-03-22T22:52:32Z

Im week is full.

2005-03-22T01:55:31Z

So this is suppose to be my march break, the break I've been looking foward to since the semester started. It turns out everything was planned out for me this week. I'm doomed. With Eva and Angela back from vacation and Davis back from P.E.I. And Mel wanting to hang out, they'll all piss on me after reading this post.
So I'm at kevin's house the whole week to hide from my dad because if I were to stay home he'd make me do a million things for him the entire week.
Monday - hung out with traci, because i promised.
Tuesday - Homework for 8 hours straight. I'm still doing left over mid-term bullshit. I got insane assignements to hand in when i get back.
Wednesday - while kevin will be getting tattooed I'll meet up with Melina to start our big project for our new school class, downtown.
Thursday - Bringing kevin's car to the shop to get repaired. (this is the only time this week were i will acutally hang out with kevin because he's working and shit) than ill be going to my grandmothers in the evening and later i might be able to actually go out to foufs and party for march break.
Friday - Going to meet up with melina to finalize our project.
Saturday - my one year annv. with kevin, going out for supper after work.
Sunday - Work
Monday - Work
Tuesday - back to school.

BUMMER.

me.

2005-03-12T02:26:45Z

well people tell me i'm a strong girl. people sometimes tell me that i'm wise. I'm true and i just know how to be real. I fuking hate make up because its gross fat on your face. i hate fake hair colors because your just trying to be someone your not, different. I hate it when people are dressed in 2002, fashioncore.

I grew up with my mom having a mental disorder, being the only girl in the house and without a mom, i grew up not so girly.
If i give out this ugly attitude at shows or anywhere else, its because life is hard.
not because im cool in the scene.
I grew up without a mom and im 19 and still trying to get my shit together. Im a full time student at dawson college on my way to university studing psychology.
I dont have emotional problems the same way you do. I dont know what emotions are. and when im do get them i dont know what to do with them.
when it comes to drama i never understand why people get all worked up on gossip and why people give a flying fuck what people say about them.
Just do shit your way, ive been talk down to so many times, been made fun of and still today i stand on my 2 feet. because life is not only about others.
YOU LIVE FOR ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY: YOURSELF.
so fuck friends, because most arent true. admit it, you cannot go through life being alone. so u have this thing called a best friend. oh really? how many have u had in ur life time?
well i have few friends whom i love only one (dee thats u), a dysfunctional family,a brain dead mom, an emotionless bastard of a boyfriend(<3), and you people lurking on my life.

haha suka
i rule at life.

brokenbysounds @ 2005-03-04T15:59:00

2005-03-04T21:03:53Z

apprently carolyne took picture on my birthday, snowboarding trip thingy.

at sutton

breakfast at Miccy D's

on the way home

my passanger, the love of my life, my board.

on the way home

montreal

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2005-02-27T14:09:18Z

So my birthday was pretty unexpected. Kevin secretly invited anotine, eliane, jean, nadia, alex and danny to le commercial. 50% of the people that were there were sadly veggetrians and i was stuck eating wried things last night. but it was good, i just really wanted a fucking steak.
So out of no where apprently last night was nuit blanche, festival des lumiere, or whatever. all the museums in montreal where all open till 5:00 am.
So i end up going to 3 different ones, including the semi fine arts one that we used only for the bathroom. AND I HAD MAPLE SIROP ON A STICK. THAT SHIT IS GOD. U KNOW TEH CABAIN A SUCRE THING. we endend my bday at the planetarium were we watching this sick show and i end up falling asleep as soon as the dude was talking about saturn.
So now its 7:00 am and im going to SUTTON baby. i cant fucking wait to ride.
me, jean, alex, peter, rich and carolyne.
haha carolyne said i look like maura from sec 5. haha.

anyways thanks kids for making my birthday interesting.